I - hope so. I haven't really believed in the idea for so long.
But we did find this boarding school. Bunch of other kids. Makes me feel like maybe we can finally... Just stop. And rest. And he could just grow up and get to be a kid.
[he's quiet for a few moments on his end, thinking... He doesn't know enough about her world to offer guidance, is the problem, and asking questions seems rather evasive after a certain point.
But he will eventually, because -- yes, maybe admitting that his son is dead hurts a little, but he has had time to process that already. Many, many years]
I know there is not much I can do the help you, but please, if there are any skills you think he should know, that you might want help learning, I will do my best to assist.
-- Ah, and before I forget: your bow is done, too.
I can't think of anything right now, but... I'll keep it in mind. You've already done a lot for me.
[ she hasn't gotten to talk about AJ that much, she made sure she's following the rules of this place, he's made her a bow... on top of all that, his offer seems above and beyond. ]
And I owe you one. So if you need anything from me, let me know.
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I just want to go home. I just want to find a home for him. Somewhere safe.
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But we did find this boarding school. Bunch of other kids. Makes me feel like maybe we can finally... Just stop. And rest. And he could just grow up and get to be a kid.
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Children are the future, after all. If they have gathered somewhere, then yes, I do think there is hope for you and your son.
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but she still appreciates it, and smiles to herself at the idea. ]
... Do you ever get to see your kid?
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No.
He is dead.
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Sorry.
... That's what scares me the most.
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[That is truly a parent's fear, and even if he hadn't considered her to be a mother already, well... he certainly does now]
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But the things I have to teach him... Who he has to learn to be... It's like he's barely a kid at all.
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[Oh.]
Yes... I understand your concerns, then.
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[ she doesn't know what else to say. and she feels bad talking about him when she just heard that his son has already passed. ]
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But he will eventually, because -- yes, maybe admitting that his son is dead hurts a little, but he has had time to process that already. Many, many years]
I know there is not much I can do the help you, but please, if there are any skills you think he should know, that you might want help learning, I will do my best to assist.
-- Ah, and before I forget: your bow is done, too.
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I can't think of anything right now, but... I'll keep it in mind. You've already done a lot for me.
[ she hasn't gotten to talk about AJ that much, she made sure she's following the rules of this place, he's made her a bow... on top of all that, his offer seems above and beyond. ]
And I owe you one. So if you need anything from me, let me know.